things are starting to change.
very fast. and its weird.
April 2010
“It is impossible to love and be wise.”
—Francis Bacon
getting tired.
of the same shit. over and over again. just when you think things are getting better. life busts the most illegal U turn in the world and take you back where you started. -__- fuck my life.
i love you dylan.
Play
10:23pm
- Dee: what thing are you crazy kids always on now a day?
- Butch: what?
- Dee: facebook or myspace?
- Butch: im gonna make a web site call myface.
- Dee&Butch: TAH!hahahaha
“Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is.”
—Maxim Gorky
“people hold on to something because they fear nothing that great will ever happen to them again”
—someone
fuck you.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. your fuckin stupid. you make me hate you a little more each day. grow the fuck up ass fuck. fuck you.
BEEF SQUASH SESH.
“A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, home happier, clothes dirty, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for.”
the last part of that quote ” the past forgoten, and the future worth living for”. having dylan made me realize that having ANY time of negativity around me or in my mind isn’t good. i want a chance to start of fresh with everyone iv had problems with for whatever reason. i mean ill understand if they dont want to be “cool” with me at all. its all good. as long as they know that the past is the past, drop everything. shit happens we really cant do much about but, keep the negative tension between us? or squash it all and start of fresh. i can honestly say, after dylan im more of a calm person. i see things a lot more different now. so in that case, i plan on letting everyone i have/had a problem with or who has/has a problem with me, know that everything forgotten now:) “saaallll gewwwdddd” lol. im going to have a HARD time doing and saying it. but its not like im doing something bad. its to put peace in everyting…:)
